Running, running, I can't get away from this man, why is he chasing me? I have to run down this hill, oh maybe if I just cut through this projects on Morton Avenue, One Morton Avenue, right here through this door, If I go out the back door won't no one be able to catch me. Still running I am feeling so tired, my legs feel like they are about to crumble up under me. Why do it seem like the whole world is chasing me? Officer, Officer there are these people that's chasing me trying to kill me, will you please help me get away or at least arrest them, they are really trying to kill me. He is just standing there not saying a word, i have to stay running because as usual can't depend on them. So I ran out the back door, how did I end up uptown that quick? This is like I'm cutting streets but I'm ending up in places that I shouldn't be. I have to take a breath I am running out of strength, my legs are, they are, oh my God.........laying at the bottom of the steps with no where to go and no energy to get up and fight off anyone if they are oh my God, someone is coming I have to, i have to, my heart just start to racing and I am trying to scream but nothing is coming out. No one not even myself can hear me scream. I just need to get some help someone has to hear me. He is coming he grabs my arm and snatches me up and says now I have you and throws up his arm with the knife and that's when I wake up, breathing very hard again...... Who was it trying to kill me and why? I hate having these dreams I just need to find more to do so that i can stay awake.
A.K.I.M.A.L.Y.A.H.
stands for
Always Knowing Important Men and Ladies! You Are Here!
The concept behind the name is to allow you, whoever you are to know that no matter what anyone says you are important. You count and without you we can’t exist. We are all here for a reason. The emphasis on you is imperative because you are the person if you are reading this that is very important.
Preface:
Replay is a book comprised of all the reoccurring nightmares that tormented the person. Have you ever have this something that appeared to keep playing over and over agian like a broken record?
Written: Barbara Judkins
January 13, 2005
REPLAY
June 19, 2007 10:13 a.m. just waking up.
Replay
Different thoughts and ideas
That stay on the mind
Sometimes they are nice and
Most times they are not so kind.
Really taking your mind through the grind.
Trying to forget those awful things.
Terrible dreams it brings.
Trying to forget
But they won’t let
Those memories are so bad.
Just wish they had another pad.
Out of your head, it makes you
Mad.
Then you start wondering why
Didn’t you have your brother or
Your dad?
Another waking moment.
You just wish just for today.
That they would just go away.
Those scenes they continue to play.
A lot of times I have to pray
Before I lay
Lay down for sleep.
If I don’t those thoughts would
Try to creep.
Creep in my head and wow
They are so deep.
Causing me in that mare
To want to weep.
I have to remind myself
That I am okay
Even when they try to
REPLAY
