Speak Up
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SPEAK UP! SPEAK UP!
IT'S TIME TO SPEAK UP!
THERE IS NO ROOM FOR SECRETS ANYMORE.
YOU HAVE TO LIVE AND YOU CAN'T DO THAT IF YOU ARE HOLDING ON TO THE SECRETS.
I have been to protest and try doing the protesting on someone elses case concerning the fact that the Judge asked her not to speak the case as it is; who was willing to put her in jail for not complying with the Judge by stating that it was a misunderstanding basically. Ms. Tory is a brave young lady to go against what the Judge asked and call it for what it is. The judge was really going to put her in jail for six months for not complying with the lie he wanted her to say. But for the person that raped her is out and is not accountable for his crimes against her.
I am going through the same in some instances. Where as the cops don't want to do anything about the case as Captain Thomley stated, "I can't go on with the case because I don't want to look stupid." Then he proceeded to hollar at me because I was speaking to a young lady at the Police Station about what was going on with me and I guess that bothered them. Before I went to court I asked Officer Barbara Jones, Crime Victims Officer that is if I can have a copy of my files and she told me to, "Come after you get out of the court room and I will have them ready." Well when I done as stated that's when I was approached with Captain Thomley and his abusive behavior like I was the rapist and the attempted murderer like I was not where I belong which was back in New York. All they kept telling me was that they couldn't pursue with charging him with the crime because it will be "Double Jeopardy." Sorry a case cannot be double jeopardy if he was never charged with the crime in the first place and that was the issue and he didnt care about that he continued to verbally assault me and then tell me, "I don't care how many news or TV Stations you go to get your files you will not get them we are not giving you anything." By the time he was finished I left there feeling like I should have died in that man's hand; I should not be going through this, I didnt do this to them they did this to me why are they treating me so bad. He raped and tried to kill me, ME, ME, ME they did this to me! As I am walking out the door have never felt so low as I did standing in front of that white man hollar me because I wanted justice for what was done to me. I so hated him just as much as I hated the people that did this to me. I will reveal my true feelings: If I had a gun the ex-husband, his mother, officer's involved, would have probably been shot - Not that I own a gun nor do i even know how to shoot a gun, but they made me feel so bad for he did this to me and I was so angry I couldn't even drive I had to sit in my truck. Then I had to move away from the Police Station because I wanted to die so bad that I was ready to run my truck right in that Police Station, yes death was in me, I didn't want to live with the hurt of what this man did to me, nor hear his mother telling me over and over again, "You can't leave my son you have to stay here with him, say that your money is his, I don't care you are not my daughter that's why I don't care, get in your own car and drive 20 miles for safety; You can't leave; make him feel safe in the relationship;" I don't think anyone can feel the hate that I had that day. The dirt I felt from those people and now the Captain, I felt so dirty as if he opened my body up and dumped a whole truck of mud in me wet and gooey. I just wanted to die." Why I didn't kill myself? God is all knowing and powerful. God is stronger than the mighty anger............
They rather I keep this all inside instead of deal with what they did to me. They didn't want to deal with any of this so they pushed and pushed me until they won financially. Not the case but they knew that sooner or later i would run out of money to pursue with the case. So they won that way but God has plans that will tear all of this up sooner or later. It's not over though the fat lady haven't sang you know that old saying.
Speak up, Speak up is about not allowing them or the system keep you silent anymore. I know of different families that had family members in high places that placed that fear in them so much they couldn't even think about telling anyone to the point their life just totally dying on the inside. It's time to come alive again, stop letting them chock us daily. They don't have a right to kill us we have to rise up against all that hurt us we don't have to stay dead mentally or physically. We must rise, we must speak up and speak out. Wake that little girl and/or boy up and tell them it's time to live.
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